Sunday, 14 March 2010

Let myself down

Grrrr

Sometimes I really piss myself off.

Last Saturday (6th March), I got the nod for our game (after not playing since December!) and managed to keep a clean sheet and play well. I also got a nasty whack to the ribs, which has been a problem since, but there was nothing going to stop me keeping my shirt!

So, yesterday the management kept faith with me, and i let myself down. That'll be me back on the bench again!

We lost the game 4-0, but only the 4th was my fault. And it was a horrendous mistake I made. Just before, I was thinking that, though we'd lost 3-0 (the 4th goal was in the last minute), none of the goals were my fault. And then I fucked up.

I didn't do enough during the game to cement my place anyway - my kicking was good, but i wasn't decisive or commanding enough. That was nobody's fault but my own. I just need to play consecutive games, but after yesterdays showing, i'll not have a chance!

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